He wants to see me in the morning. As soon as we get off work, still both in scrubs, not even stopping home to change. This could be good or bad, and while my heart is soaring at the thought of seeing him, I know that I should at least be prepared for bad news. I have no intention of being blindsided, and, for all I know, this could be the last time I ever see him.

#caleb

cassandracat:

I really want to move on from him because I know he’s not coming back, but it’s so hard because no one even compares to how he makes me feel.

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#caleb

#loss

#cri du cœur

shitshaynesays replied to your photoset:This little stray showed up at my door last week,…

:D What’re you gonna name him?

I’m not sure yet. Someone suggested Oliver, and I like that, but I’m still open to suggestions. 

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This little stray showed up at my door last week, and he hasn’t really left since. I think he’s looking for a forever home and I think I’m going to adopt him. <3

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tunes

cronenbergundian:

tagged by cassandracat

Hit shuffle on your ipod, phone, itunes, media player, etc. and write down the first 10 songs. Then pass this on to 10 people. One rule: no skipping.

  1. "The Light," The Album leaf
  2. "One," Ed Sheeran
  3. "Take Me To Church," Hozier
  4. "Break the Fall," Laura Welsh
  5. "So This is Goodbye," William Fitzsimmons
  6. "Our Song," Taylor Swift
  7. "Gimme What I Don’t Know," Justin Timberlake
  8. "Touch the Sky," Julie Fowlis
  9. "All I Want," Kodaline
  10. "Boston," Augustana

I tag: shitshaynesays, theberfofchrist, theonlyjaylove, hitmenandswimmers, and anyone else reading this. Yes, you, followers. All of you. 

(via cassandracat)

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92 Questions

hitmenandswimmers:

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

25?!

I was tagged by hitmenandswimmers




WHAT WAS YOUR:


1. last beverage: water with lemon and lime

2. last phone call: my sister

3. last text message: my friend, Paul

4. last song you listened to: “Photograph,” by Ed Sheeran

5. last time you cried: Last Tuesday night, when Caleb saw me and I didn’t see him

HAVE YOU EVER: 


6. dated someone twice: yes

7. been cheated on: not to my knowledge

8. kissed someone & regretted it: yes

9. lost someone special: yes

10. been depressed: yes

11. been drunk and threw up: yes

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:


Orange
Grey
Black 

IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU: 


15. Made a new friend: yes

16. Fallen out of love: yes

17. Laughed until you cried: no idea

18. Met someone who changed you: yes

19. Found out who your true friends are: yes

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend’s list: The real question is: who on my friends list haven’t I kissed? #slut

GENERAL: 


22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: Almost all of them

24. Do you have any pets? not really

25. Do you want to change your name: no unless someone convinces me to marry them

26. What did you do for your last birthday: I don’t remember. I think I cried. 

27. What time did you wake up today: 7

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: I believe I was watching Criminal Minds 

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Going to see Ryan in Birmingham

30. Last time you saw your mother: not sure

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? I want Caleb to be here

32. What are you listening to right now: Criminal Minds 

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: yes

34. What’s getting on your nerves right now: nothing, really

35. Most visited webpage: tumblr and youtube

36. Blood type: O+

37. Nickname: Hanagren

38. Relationship Status: waiting for someone who’s not coming back

39. Zodiac sign: East - Monkey; West - Sagittarius

40. Pronouns: Her/she 

41. Elementary: Logan-Rogersville

42. High School: Logan-Rogersville

43. College: can we not talk about this

44. Hair color: reddish brown

45. Long or short: long hair, short shorts

46. Height: 5’3”

47. Do you have a crush on someone: what even

48. What do you like about yourself?: I have mermaid hair

50. Tattoos: not yet

51. Righty or lefty: Righty

52. First Surgery: ears

53. First piercing: ears

54. First best friend: Harry Potter

55. First sport you joined: HAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHA

56. First vacation: Florida?

58. First pair of trainers: Idk, but I know in kindergarten I had a pair of blue suedes 

RIGHT NOW:


59. Eating: nope


60. Drinking: nope

61. I’m about to: take a walk


62. Listening to: didn’t I already answer this


63. Waiting for: someone who’s not coming


64. Want kids?: no


65. Get Married?: maybe


66. Career?: surgeon



WHICH IS BETTER: 


67. Lips or eyes: Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: both

69. Shorter or taller: Taller than me, but not too tall. 


70. Older or Younger: Older. 


71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both are good, but I lean more towards spontaneous


72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both

73. Sensitive or loud: depends on the occasion. 


74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship, but they both have their benefits and disappointments


75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER: 


76. Kissed a stranger: yes

77. Drank hard liquor: yes

78. Lost glasses/contacts: Only for like a day

79. Sex on first date: I don’t think those nights even counted as dates, tbh

80. Broke someone’s heart: yes

81. Had your own heart broken: yes

82. Been arrested: no

83. Turned someone down: yes

84. Cried when someone died: no

85. Fallen for a friend: unfortunately

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:


86. Yourself: meh

87. Miracles: nah

88. Love at first sight: no

89. Heaven: I don’t want to

90. Santa Claus: yes

91. Kiss on the first date: DEPENDS ON THE DATE

92. Angels: castiel

Here are the people I’m tagging:

arcticnight26,  jewben77,  shitshaynesays, theberfofchrist, icedcoffeeowls, cassandracat, wilwheaton, awkward-aeries,  lettheunicornsfree, cettenuit-cematin,  

Yeah, go for it if you want I guess. I don’t have 25 people to tag. oh well.

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fetchmyminions

Hey. Are you doing any better?

I have no idea.